09 November, 2010

Secret Crowds

In retrospect, the fitting lyrics to my travels come from a Michael Franti and Spearhead song
"Say Hey (I Love You)"
This one goes out to you and yours worldwide
I say hey I be gone today
But I be back around the way
Seems like everywhere I go
The more I see
the less I know
But I know one thing
That I love you

Flipping through pages of journals filled and thrown into a knapsack, I sometimes wonder what God has accomplished through my adventures.. then images of places I've been and friends met along the way flood my mind and I am overcome with a sense of peace. We go through motions through this life, often forgetting this temporary place will be a distant memory- a nanosecond in the vast span of eternity. The Lord has shown Himself to me, placing His hand of provision and protection while I move along. I fall short of His glory each day, but have come to grasp the knowledge that in His forgiveness, I honor Jesus Christ, therefore His glory is restored.


Rewind to May of 2009 and you will find an empty, selfish girl. New to the age of 21, I filled my days with cocktails and dinner dates, television shows and cell phone ring tones. Working Monday to Friday at a Hilton chain hotel, I had recieved numerous promotions and was quickly rising towards a career in hotel management. I sang in the praise team at church, played guitar when I got the chance, exercised at a popular gym facility, and loved buying high heeled shoes. Talk about going through the motions. I had a wanderlust and the long, Minnesota winters brought on an intense, helpless feeling of cabin fever. I desired to leave, prayed for the opportunity to work elsewhere and send my paychecks to my friend and roommate until I was finally rid of my lease agreement.

Meet my sister, Raina Leigh, with whom no words can describe her commitment, beauty, and passion to do exceptionally well in all she does. Attending Columbia University in New York City, Raina had the early summer months free before returning in August to work a coveted internship at the United Nations. Always full of support and never too busy to lend a listening ear, I cried to Raina of how I had become a cookie cutter girl with a painted smile and broken heart. I was another face in a crowd, desperate to please corporate America, one salon visit at a time- tanning, dying my hair, painting my nails- all while shopping at Victoria's Secret. I had extravagant, unrealistic plans; Raina mentioned her latest overseas trip, and asked if I was interested.

Within twenty-four hours, I had quit my job and applied for my passport, choosing the option to have the process expidited. I began sorting through my belongings. I was so close to freedom. I filled bags with clothes and shoes, dropping them off at Salvation Army drop sites. Raina flew to Minnesota and encouraged me when I needed uplifting, walked with me when I needed motivation, and saw to it that my darling roommate, Sondra Michelle, accepted my bed and some furniture in exchange for the last two months rent. I was amazed with Raina's knowledge as we walked through the REI outdoors shop, buying a trekker's back pack and chlorine tablets for undrinkable water. Raina knew everything we were going to need and wasn't worried about the problems we may or may not have encountered. The words 'undrinkable water' were enough to scare me back to the comfort of my tempurpedic bed and shelf full of One Tree Hill DVDs, but Raina was patient and let her words be few- knowing full well I would convince myself back into excitement as easily as I had fled.

Meet my twin brothers, Tony and Nick, living three hours northwest in a small town of 15,000. Fergus Falls, complex in its simplicity, is a place of memories and shadows- secrets haunt the silence. Teeny and Nock had also made the decison to move somewhere, but where I could only be content with leaving the country, the twins were ready for a new state. We filled our two vehicles, 'Saphira' and 'The Bou', and drove the fifteen hours or so to Colorado. Staying for two days, Raina and I then jumped on a flight to NYC and spent the next 24 hours moving her from one student housing building to her second year building... right. next. door. I had the great pleasure of meeting Marisa Kaheaoli'li Lloyd who would join the journey in July. We strolled through Central Park, feasted on famous pizza and bagels, and met with friends on a rooftop bar for our farewell night to the states.

June 2/3 - by airplane - JFK to Bangkok, Thailand with a layover in Tokyo



June 5/6 - by overnight bus - BKK to Krabi, Thailand
           - by longtail boat - Krabi to Railay and Hat Ton Sai
     @met real life vagabonds, first outdoor rock climbing



June 9 - by express boat - Railay to Ko Phi Phi

June 11 - by express boat - Phi Phi to Phuket

June 13/14 - by overnight bus - Phuket to Bangkok

June 15 - by airplane - BKK to Kathmandu, Nepal



     @Prisoners Assistance Nepal - Childrens Home
Indira
Nishu,   Sabnam,   Asmita,   Christina,   Sujana,   Samir,
Manish,   Apa,   Robin,   Sarita,   Santosh,   Ashish,
Rohit,   Jenifer,   Manisha,   Kasmir,   Sujan,   Nisha,
Susma,   Kalpana,   Shanti,   Bibek,   Sajina,   Monika,
Nima,   Ranjana,   Poonam,   Laxmi,   Sarita,   Pooja,
Alisha,   Subani,   Samjhana,   Dilmaya,   Parbhat
Shova mommy, Geeta mommy,
Roz auntie, Jo auntie, Helen auntie, Raina auntie, Kelsey auntie

June 29 - by bus - Kathmandu to Chitwan, Nepal
     @took a bath with an elephant - Sum Sum Calli



July 1 - by bus - Chitwan to Kathmandu

July 6 - by bus - Kathmandu to Pokhara
     @trekking the Jomsom Trek on the Annapurna Circuit

July 13 - by bus - Pokhara to Kathmandu

July 17 - Kathmandu to Bangkok
     @meet Marisa Kaheaoli'li at New Joe Guesthouse

July 18 - by overnight train - BKK to Chang Mai
     @cooking class, rode bicycles around the city




July 21 - by plane - Chang Mai, Thailand to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

July 22/23 - by overnight bus - Kuala Lumpur to Kuala Besut
                 - by speed boat - Kuala Besut to Pulau Perhentian
     @snorkeling <3

July 23 - by speed boat - Pulau Perhentian to Kuala Besut
      /24 - by overnight bus - Kuala Besut to Kuala Lumpur
     @Petronas Towers, random breakfast at Five-Star Imperial hotel with US Army







July 25 - by airplane - Kuala Lumpur to Phnom Penh, Cambodia

July 26 - by bus - Phnom Penh to Siem Reap
     @The crumbling glory of Anchor Wat


July 26 - by bus - Siem Reap to Phnom Penh
     @Tuol Sleng Genocide Museum and The Killing Fields

July 28 - by airplane - PNP to Bangkok, Thailand

July 30/31 - by airplane - BKK to JFK, NYC, USA

August 1 - by airplane - JFK to Minneapolis, Minnesota
     @Nicole McGuire marries Kyle Nash


Fergus Falls, Moorhead, Sauk Rapids, Minneapolis, St. Paul, St. Cloud,
Moorhead, Fergus Falls, Eagan, Maple Grove, Albertville, Fergus Falls


August 25 - by car . Adam Kinunen - Fergus Falls to Denver, Colorado

August 26 - by car - Denver to Colorado Springs
     @Worked as 'Giggles' the waitress at Gunther Toody's 1950's diner

October 2 - by airplane - Colorado to Seattle, Washington
     @Mitch and Amanda Braaten's wedding
                                                             Bellingham

October 5 - by airplane - Seattle to Colorado

November 26 - Thanksgiving in Littleton, Colorado
Jon and Laura Kristinsson, Ruth, Julia, Sara, and Peter. Raina, Kelsey, Tony, Nick. The Egebergs, The Davis', Tajahn Cloud, Trisha Dougan, Liz, The Aprea's, David Glasspool, Amanda Hamilton, Kyle Christopherson, Hans Brue, Treston Wold, Jeffrey Risbrudt, Calvin Brue


November 29 - Roadtrip with the Boys - Denver to Moorhead, MN

December 19 - Rideshare by car - Minneapolis to Denver, CO
     @Christmas with Raina and Tony (Nicolai in Nepal with YWAM)

December 30 - Roadtrip with Raina Leigh - Colorado to NYC
     @NYC for New Years!!!


2010

January 21 - Rideshare by car - NYC to South Beach, Miami, FL
     @worked at Jazz International Youth Hostel
         worked at the Hilton Bentley

April 20 - by airplane - MIA to JFK

April 22 - by car - NYC to Minnesota
     @Sondra Paulson marries Todd Kirkof - May 1, 2010


May 10 - by car - Minnesota to NYC
     @Raina Leigh graduates from Columbia University - May 18

May 22 - Graduation Road Trip with Raina Leigh, Marisa Kaheaoli'li and Marissa Cheung

NYC > Chicago, Illinois
May 23 Chicago > Minneapolis \/
                               Fergus Falls, Moorhead
May 27 Moorhead > Lake Okoboji, Iowa
May 28 Iowa> South Dakota: Wall, Mt. Rushmore, Black Hills, Sturgis > Denver, Colorado
May 31 Colorado Springs > Four Corners > Flagstaff, Arizona


June 1 Grand Canyon > California \/
             Los Angeles, La Puente, Big Sur, Monterey, San Francisco

Pacific Coast Highway

June 6 - by plane - SFO to Honolulu, HI
     @Kodak moment: new drivers license

June 15 - by airplane - Honolulu to Oahu


June 17/18 - by airplane - Oahu to San Francisco, HI

June 24 - by van - San Francisco to Mendocino/ Fort Bragg, CA
     @worked at Camp Mendocino as a summer camp counselor

August 14 - by car - Camp Mendocino to San Francisco

August 18 - by airplane - SFO to Seattle, Washington
     @Jordan Ferkingstad and Rachel Braaten get married - AHHH!

August 22 - by car - Seattle to Boise, Idaho

August 23 - hitchikedit - Brigham City, Utah to Colorado Springs, CO

September 28 - by truck - <3Saphira - Colorado to Minneapolis

October 1 - Saphira - Minneapolis to Fergus Falls to Moorhead
     @worked Security for Extreme Makeover: Home Edition



The world is a book, those who choose not to travel read only one page.
I love you, I love you, I love you.

08 November, 2010

Redeeming Love

"Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails." Proverbs 19:21

"All that is good in here reflects that which comes from the Author of Life. All that falls short is from yours truly."
- Ravi K. Zacharias -

Lord, I fail so much each day. I pray that you may recieve all the glory in redeeming me. I am so broken, God, and I praise you- trusting you will replace my emptiness with your uplifting grace. I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Let the river flow. Live through me, control my being so I may desire nothing less than to submit to you, furthering the Kingdom and the church, your bride, the body of Christ. I embrace the sacrifice you sent through your son to redeem me from my sins. Amen.

Despite our efforts to keep Him out, God intrudes. The life of Jesus is bracketed by two impossibilities: A virgin's womb and an empty tomb. Jesus entered our world through a door marked 'no entrance' and left through a door marked, 'no exit'.
-Peter Larson


"What Do I Know of Holy" - Addison Road♪ ♫